Cant wait back to school~!!!
I'm going to mad soon!!
I miss my friends so much!!Although back to school need to see somebody that i dislike.
Any plans that could make them disappear from this world?
No!You will never found the way.
Therefore, what can you do?
You can only accept it and face and smile with them! Put a mask and wear a visible spec when you face them!
See through them clearly. Or else you will easily cheated and used by them!
They just like suck person.You should pretended kindness and goodness infront of them.
So suck of that "pretended kindness and goodness" feeling~
I want back my super busy life just like this year~~~
I rather to busy until toiling.
This is better than just staying at home and no much thing to do!!
And I really dont like someone...
They are really annoying and always pretend good infront of me.
What are they thinking and talking are so childish!!
I feel disdain to them!
I hate when they said we are good friends so we all must like this and like that...
I feel not fair of when i always use my honest heart to be friend with them but they do not did that to me.
So sicked with them.
Afterwards, I will diminish the time to visit to their houses/chat with them.
And I'm sicking of my family too.
No one concerned about this family except my mother and I.My little brother does not included cause he still young,
He does not know anything.He just lives like a children.Does not have any worries in his mind. haha.
Again, kangsheng also not included. I know he has his own views. He knows how to classify what is good and bad, black and white and so forth.
There was a person who never cares of it.Everyday lives like a rubbish and parasite.
That people's behaviour always make me like to puke!
He likes to do something that never use brain to think first.Haiz.
So alone at home when mum's not here.
Feel like crying....sob.........sob
But I wont Cry.After crying i will not gain any benefits what.
My mum works hard to sustain us. I'm not that hard-hearted to see my mum always lives in a harsh condition.
Yet, what can i do? The only thing that i can do is study hard.
I have my own goals.I will strive to achieve them.I promise my mum.
I wont let her to suffer anymore of these periods of time in future.
I want to let her to live more rich and have a super comfortable and harmony life when I step into society.
I also want to prove that I can do it.Many of them like to look down on people.I am a victim too.
The reality is always the brutal thing in this world.
You cannot say that I think too much. That's all true.
Much more people live in today have emptiness hearts.Me too.
But i will make my life more meaningful.I will make it very busy and happy.I like that feeling.Enjoy it=).
Hope those people who feel emptiness can find something meaningful to them.
When everything were done, I will feel alone again at last.lol.
This blog entry i was typed on 26 of December and posted on 27 of December.
I woke up from sleeping because I feel uncomfortable.I went downstair to eat medicine to cure my coughing.
The phlegm in my throat made me cannot sleep well and cannot breath prosperously....sobs............T.T......
The school is open soon and now only i sicked=_=why i dont sicked when the holiday still long? =_=
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